It's becoming more evident
Much more obvious to me
I thought much more of you
Than you ever thought of me

Was this my biggest mistake
Letting myself think you cared
Was I just your marionette
With heartstrings open and bared

With me left here still thinking
What was false, what was true
So puzzling and so complex
I’m left to await another clue

On my heartstings you played
Each left with a loving memory
Yet I still have those questions
Do you ever think about me

I’m wondering why all the intrigue
Now why all of this mystery
Why am I left here hanging
Your the one that holds the key.


One small decision can make a big difference in life...
I doesn't know am i making the right decision or is it somehow my innerself that tries to protect myself... and i have made a decision that will distance us apart... but my heart is really really hurt... I truly loves U... be by your side as always... and i hope at this point you still have me in your heart...

There is tears in my broken heart...
What is this kind of feeling...
I never felt that before...
And i never thought that it is so weak inside me...
A knife that cuts through my heart bleeding...
Please just either kill me or just save me...
I'm suffering...

but i dunno... i guess i can sacrifice...