LOST

so lost that i can't even think of anything
until i can't feel any pain...
till the point of numb...

what do you really want from me?
and i don't really understand much of you...


A Fool

You love me and it’s such a waste
It even makes you look like a fool
A fool that loves the likes of me
Someone that is really a fool

I would tell you to stop loving me
But I’m too selfish to let you go
I want you by my side to hold and embrace me
No fool wants to be alone
The empty house says too much

Sometimes I’m just too far away
Far away from everyone and you
Wishing you could save me and take me to where I belong
Desperate to be happy
Is there really comfort in pain?
Maybe you could take it all away
But hope is only a dream
A dream you and I live in

I don’t want to believe the lies I told myself
And it hurts to see you believing in me
For I don’t know who I am anymore.


this is something that someone send me..
what does this mean actually..
whats the meaning behind it.. im lost..